Me, my face, and I

I would never claim to be a self confident girl, but for the most part I don't hate the way I look either, I feel like I can work with it. But it needs just that, WORK! Freckels needs to be covered, pale eyelashes needs to be painted, thin hair needs to be teased and the bangs have to be immaculate. There are more things that don't belong in my face, like the slight bump on my nose, the flat part of my chin and the dark cirkels around my eyes, but theese are things I can not fix, just hide. My face, as it is, is not how I picture myself. Even though I often see myself without makeup or styled hair I feel like I'm not myself when I get out of the shower or wake up in the morning, I'm not even a person, just raw material.
Why am I so empty?

Girl got game

Now I'll play untill my fingers bleed.

Ice tea and soupe de melon

Todays lunch, It't the first time my melon soup was a success! I know it's usualy served as a desert but it's delicious so whatever. I feel like such a top chef even though it's barley any acctual cooking involved. I also made like 5 liters of strawberry~lemon ice tea since the summer heat is back again. And look! My first strawberries! Theres only a handful ripe ones but they are reeeaally tasty~

strawberry fields

I got sum green ass strawberries already! I just planted them like last week, I can't wait for them to ripe so I can harvest the fruit of my labour -3-

Cravings

The neighbour is just barbequing away and the sweet smell of grill sauce soaked meat makes my mouth water, I WANT TO EAT IT! It's not like I wanna nibble on a meatball or so, I feel like gnawing the meat of the bone on a big juicy steak. GOD what's wrong with me? I'm such an animal, I feel like a cavewoman!

But I'm not, I won't give in, instead, I will treat myself to a small feast of my favourite things. Fresh tomato and basil soup and a cherry jam sandwich, quite frankly delicious! Who needs meat.

Project runway season 4 Winner

I'm so happy, my favourite won this year! Even though he's a bit obnoxious and loud I just loved him from day one, ah, I blame the ruffels! <3 I think it shows he got some influences from Vivienne Westwood and Alexander McQueen wich could explain my infatuation with him.
I totaly love this from his final collection, a gorgeous jacket with a huge frilly neckpiece, I would so wear it, maybe minus the hat though
I find this very appealing aswell, I'd like to dress like that if I only was way taller and had some skinny ass legs. TAT

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Got my wig today but I can't say I'm really pleased, it's so short, barley longer than my own hair and the colour is rather weird. Oh well, it was cheap so whatever