Princess complex

I'm thinking a lot about my hair lately, how thin, short and inadequate it is. My hair hasn't been really long and healthy since I started caring about my looks because probably the first vain thing I ever started doing, way before mascara and plucking my eyebrows, was to tease my hair. And after that came the changes of haircolour and heavy bleach. Because of all this it breaks and my selfconfidence with it. Everyone has their perception of what's beautiful and femenine and for me, it's the long princess hair.
And I don't have it.